Britney Spears has lashed out at her father again saying he “ruined the deep seed of my existence”.
The Toxic hit-maker has made no secret of her dislike for her father Jamie Spears, who was in charge of the conservatorship which controlled most aspects of her life for almost 14 years.
While the legal arrangement officially came to an end last November, it seems far from over in her mind.
In a lengthy post on Instagram, the pop star claims her estranged father “made me feel ugly” and said that the “psychological damage” from him will “always be there”.
Sharing a black and white throwback image, she explained to her 41m followers: “My dad always made me feel like I had to try ... try ... try !!! BIG TIME !!!
“He ruined the deep seed of my existence... the seed that made me feel beautiful like when I was 13... my confidence... my swag ... my inner dialogue ... and yes even my sex life... all completely ruined!!!
“He made me feel ugly... therefore I was!!! Trust me... feeling pretty is a whole different world... I know because I’ve witnessed both!!! If that makes some people feel uncomfortable... GOOD... uncomfortable conversation is great!!!” She continued.
“The moment the conservatorship was over... I felt so good about myself!!! And guess what... I stopped trying so d**n hard and yes I entered a whole new world!!!
“I felt beautiful... therefore I was!!! I might feel that way but the psychological damage from my dad and EVERY SINGLE F**KING person who went along with it will always be there.”
She will get the opportunity to vent further having recently confirmed that she is writing a tell-all book.
Spears described the experience of putting pen to paper as “therapeutic” in a social media post.
Elsewhere in her life, Spears is currently pregnant with fiancé Sam Asghari’s baby.
She is already a mum to sons Sean Preston, 16, and Jayden James, 15, whom she shares with ex-husband Kevin Federline.
The Standard has contacted a representative of Spears for comment.
